Those who have abandoned all else, and who cling to the One Lord alone, do not make trouble for anyone's mind. Those who are totally absorbed and preoccupied with Maya are dead; they do not find happiness anywhere. One who dwells in the Society of the Saints finds a great peace; the Ambrosial Nectar of the Naam becomes sweet to his soul. That humble being, who is pleasing to his Lord and Master - O Nanak, his mind is cooled and soothed.I'm probably totally occupied with Maya, but how do you get out of it? But it is true I like Maya a lot. Is it always wrong? I like to create things, is wrong to create things and make other people happy?
Monday, June 7, 2010
I have a applied for teacher training, posted the letter today. It's funny, I been in pain all day, my joints hurt like never before. I have never experienced this before. But what is more wierd, I don't feel excited, which I really thought I would when I decided to apply. I want to do this and thought I would feel ecstasy. Now I feel guilty for not being over the moon, feeling fantastic. My dream is coming true, and I feel disconnected. This is even more painful.