Tuesday, June 8, 2010

My thoughts exactly

I have a problem with uttering the word God, even in my mind. Do I believe in God? For me God is so connected to christianity, something I never felt was for me. Why is this word so loaded to me? I can't bring myself towards it. I wish I could.

I still feel disconnected and lonely, even though I have your loving comments for support, my more than you could believe fantastic and loving husband and my sweet family present in my life.

Please, omnipresent and divine, show me the road back to sweet, calm bliss again.

They speak and chant the Name of the Lord, Raam, Raam; the very fortunate ones seek Him. Whoever shows me the Way of the Lord - I fall at his feet. The Lord is my Friend and Compansion; I am in love with the Lord. I sing of the Lord, and I speak of the Lord; I have discarded all other loves. My Beloved is the Enticer of the mind; The Detached Lord God is the Embodiment of Supreme bliss. Nanak lives by gazing upon the Lord; may I see Him for a moment, for even just an instant.

My hukam; never seen these words before but they are so true. This I have done; "Whoever shows me the Way of the Lord - I fall at his feet." I think I was misinterpreted at the time, due to the language, but it's OK. What will be, will be.

Love and bliss to you all,


  1. Cherdi kalaa. :) I've had the same problem as you. I still have a bit of a problem with the word although I like Yogi Bhajan's explanation: G-O-D is G:generating principle O:organizing principle D:destroying/delivering principle. These are the principles the universe is built on. That's GOD. Still, it's hard to get rid of old meanings.

  2. Wow! I agree that God is an incomprehensible conception....and I find that I can't quite manifest God either...but I guess that is how it has to be...until you get his Darshan (vision), God cannot be manifested... You know what, HarAnand, just do not worry too much about this, I do not think I believe in God that much either...I just hope that there is a God and that all out Spiritual endeavors are directed to that true Light who we call God.....
    I don't even know what I am saying anymore....
    Forgive me if I confused you all the more =(

    Take Care!
    Blessings and good wishes!

  3. I'll think about this some more. Thank you!