I am missing you, my time to pause and reflect over my life and tell you my story while processing it myself. I so sorry for putting you on hold.
Election day came and went, and now I involved in a nominating committee for my party. Which party member on what board and with what responsibility, in my municipality. It is hard, it is important and it is kind of fun. I am also working in political committee for equality, placed directly under municipal executive board. Eight parties are represented and we all work together, amazingly well so far. And all in the hours after our regular work... :-)
The last days I have focused on me and letting my ego go and just serve others. My relationship and attachment to my political career (it that even is the right word for my involvement and commitment) has become so much less problematic. It is very easy to be dragged along with all of the hunt for better political positions and assignments, especially now in the post-election times. Meditation, kundalini yoga, sikh inspired attitude and universal love has helped me through this time. I now look at my involvement as a seva, I wish to serve. To serve my fellow citizens and my party. I have no interest in a political position just in it self, if I am asked I will serve if I think I can contribute. The Guru will guide me to where I am supposed to be. I love being in this state of mind. I have never felt as in peace with my political path as now.
All this political stuff takes a lot of my time, this week there has been political meetings on 3 evenings for me. I am so lucky to have a husband who takes care of me and have dinner ready when I come home, that is pure love. But I really love those days when I go straight home from work and we can cook food together. Something that I can't explain, is the love I feel for my husband. He is so supportive, funny, caring and he lets me grow into what I am supposed to become (whatever that is) :-)
Next weekend is the second kundalini yoga teacher's training weekend. Looking forward to it, the theme is postures!
Over and out for now, with light & love always surrounding us all