It's hard, isn't it? Accepting yourself, feeling good enough...
I been battling thoughts the latest days about if what I can offer ever will be good enough... What could I ever offer as a yoga teacher? Will it be good enough or will it be like I am robbing my students of their money? What can I bring to the table that is unique, why should anyone want to take my classes?
I know I would like to have; music filled classes with lots of love and energy. But will I ever find my "team"? Watch Sat Darshan Singh and the Kirtan Caravan playing live at a yoga class in NYC. It would be bliss to be able to offer something like this to my community.
Everyone is needed! And when you remember it's not about you, it's the teachings coming through you, then you'll be fine. That's what pulls me through every time anyway. I feel s safe because I've given up my ego when I'm teaching, I'm there to guide and transmit. So don't worry, the Golden Chain will take care of you! :D
ReplyDeleteYou are so right Saranpreet. Thanks for reminding me, it's my ego again. I know, the intonation connects me with my lineage and all the teachers that has come before me. I have to rest in that.
ReplyDeleteTake care, Saranpreet!