Otherwise I'm not happy with the structure of my life right now. Actions need to be taken, but it is so hard to let go of all the ego boosting activities I engage in. But I now find the are putting a unwanted pressure on me and my marriage. I do it out of obligation and that is stupid since it's voluntary. I doesn't give energy any more. I am not at home as much as I want, and I not making my husband feel as an important person. And he is important to me, very important.
Surround yourself with only people who are going to lift you higher.
Oprah Winfrey (1954 -)
Light & blessings