Otherwise I'm not happy with the structure of my life right now. Actions need to be taken, but it is so hard to let go of all the ego boosting activities I engage in. But I now find the are putting a unwanted pressure on me and my marriage. I do it out of obligation and that is stupid since it's voluntary. I doesn't give energy any more. I am not at home as much as I want, and I not making my husband feel as an important person. And he is important to me, very important.
Surround yourself with only people who are going to lift you higher.
Oprah Winfrey (1954 -)
Awww Har Anand, Sometimes it is harder to let go of our indulgences, harder to withdraw from doing what we've submerged ourselves into, because, if it is voluntary, you committed to it at the first place because you got something out of it, or you liked some aspect of it- but just recognizing the aspect of life that we are not attending as much as we should, is a big step; and you have taken that step- half the time, I can't even admit that I am ignoring an important aspect of my life, when I chase my dreams out there....You are very wise and very caring that you're admitting this.
ReplyDeleteAll I can think of that you should/ may wanna do now, is a heartfelt Ardaas, Pray for God's help in dealing with this situation...
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You are always so darling sweet, Hapiness! I have taken your advice, in my own way! And it became fantastic and I feel great!
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