This 40 day sadhana is making me angry. I think you can see smoke coming from my ears sometimes, at least at work but also at home. But I will continue doing the Burn Inner Anger/Guru Ram Das meditation, it will be interesting to see if this anger thing in me is a phase or what it is... Maybe I just am a little bit more angry right now.
I am longing for next Teacher's training next weekend, the theme is Mantra and Mata Mandir Singh is going to visit us and I so hope he will bring his guitar and let us sing with him. I hold a wish that he will sing his beautiful version of Japji but I get the feeling that will not happen as our head teacher is trying to keep the sikhi elements out of our yoga as much as possible. It is still Kundalini yoga as taught by Yogi Bhajan, but for example no one wears turban in class (or out of class) not even our head teachers. But this time around, I will cover my head for morning sadhana on the Sunday.
Love and light as always,