... and this feels really scary. Iiiih! What if it doesn't feel right when I get to know what it is? Maybe this was to soon done, but at least it will take 2-3 weeks to get the spiritual name.
Edited 10 minutes later:
Just saw the quote on "Thank you for your request"-page on 3ho.org
Fear is an insecurity. It is a man-made thing. We create insecurity when we do not mentally recognize the totality of God... and the superiority of the Supreme Power which prevails.
Weirdly fitting, right?!?