Within my mind and body is the intense pain of separation; how can my Beloved come to meet me in my home? When I see my God, seeing God Himself, my pain is taken away. I go and ask my friends, ""How can I meet and merge with God?"" O my True Guru, without You I have no other at all. I am foolish and ignorant; I seek Your Sanctuary. Please be Merciful and unite me with the Lord. The True Guru is the Giver of the Name of the Lord. God Himself causes us to meet Him. The True Guru understands the Lord God. There is no other as Great as the Guru. I have come and collapsed in the Guru's Sanctuary. In His Kindness, He has united me with God. No one has found Him by stubborn-mindedness. All have grown weary of the effort. Thousands of clever mental tricks have been tried, but still, the raw and undisciplined mind does not absorb the Color of the Lord's Love. By falsehood and deception, none have found Him. Whatever you plant, you shall eat. O God, You are the Hope of all. All beings are Yours; You are the Wealth of all. O God, none return from You empty-handed; at Your Door, the Gurmukhs are praised and acclaimed. In the terrifying world-ocean of poison, people are drowning-please lift them up and save them! This is servant Nanak's humble prayer.
I've been listning to Nirinjan Kaur Khalsa - Heal me and an other song of hers Triple Mantra. I feel protected, like I'm supposed to, I hope she will know that her voice makes people feel that. She and I are singing a duet in my house right now, while I'm writing this. Thank you Pimu, for posting link to this music some days ago.
I found a new blog yesterday, http://hearthesoundoftheguru.wordpress.com/, we are so many new seekers (or sikhers) now. Cyber sangat, you all are a blessing. The blog post about wearing a kara was really nice, I been longing to do so, wearing a kara, for some months, I think it was one of the first things I really could relate to in sikhism of the 5 K's. I think it's a nice reminder to think of, ok then God, or the divine. Beautiful!
And I completed my second 40 day sadhana. By the Guru's grace...