Feeling closer

Feeling closer to God today than in many days. Thank you Saranpreet, you are spiritual inspiration for me.

Bowing Meditation

Did bowing meditation to Jaap Sahib, 31 minuters, at kundalini yoga teachers training this weekend. Loved it. 40 day sadhana coming up, i think.

Lost and found

I am here. Listening to the universe, in a world filled with change trying to find solid ground. I didn't keep up, but I still feel I was kept up. I was looking at my spiritual name today; Har Anand Kaur. Princess/Lioness of kindness, creativity and prosperity and who dwells in spiritual bliss. Someday I will become a radiant light that is a guide for everyone. Now I hope find the true me.

Blessings & love to all,

In need of support...

Soohee, Fifth Mehla, Gunvantee ~ The Worthy And Virtuous Bride:
When I see a Sikh of the Guru, I humbly bow and fall at his feet.
I tell to him the pain of my soul, and beg him to unite me with the Guru, my Best Friend.
I ask that he impart to me such an understanding, that my mind will not go out wandering anywhere else.
I dedicate this mind to you. Please, show me the Path to God.
I have come so far, seeking the Protection of Your Sanctuary.
Within my mind, I place my hopes in You; please, take my pain and suffering away!
So walk on this Path, O sister soul-brides; do that work which the Guru tells you to do.
Abandon the intellectual pursuits of the mind, and forget the love of duality.
In this way, you shall obtain the Blessed Vision of the Lord's Darshan; the hot winds shall not even touch you.
By myself, I do not even know how to speak; I speak all that the Lord commands.
I am blessed with the treasure of the Lord's devotional worship; Guru Nanak has been kind and compassionate to me.
I shall never again feel hunger or thirst; I am satisfied, satiated and fulfilled.
When I see a Sikh of the Guru, I humbly bow and fall at his feet. ||3||

The cyber hukams I recieve are always what I need. I prayed for support and strenght to follow through on things needing to be done even though I felt totally unworthy of that kind of support...

Blessed be, I humbly bow and fall at your feet.

Going back

The last months has left me a bit lost but today, for the first time in a long time I feel home again. So what do I do or what did happen? Easy, I read Japji again. I haven't read Japji in the morning (or at all) for more than a month. But I think I needed to feel lost so I could find my way back. And all along I knew that I needed Japji, it was the missing part.

I have also been taking a look at Snatam's new cd called Ras, the last track Mere Ram speaks directly to the light in my heart. I feel surrounded, safe, filled with love and in the company of the holy just by hearing a short piece of that tune. Read Ramdesh Kaur's review of Ras on Spirit Voyage blog.

Love & Light,